Week Ten

To get back to blogging I guess it would be good to talk about how my past few weeks and my injury has effected my head and my heart, because it most certainly has. For starters, I am very lucky...very lucky, to be able to see. It is truly amazing how one second in your life can make you appreciate everything you are given in life. There has to be a reason that I am able to sit here right now and be able to type out this blog. There has to be a higher power that has some reason for me to be in the position that am I today, and for that I am forever grateful. I honestly have never been a spiritually open person. Whether I have admitted it or not I do believe in a God, a higher power so to speak, but never really truly believed. I guess in some way I was never given a reason to. That probably sounds pretty bad but I never really thought about it and just took life, and what it gives and takes, for what it is. I never was truly apart of something in which I cannot explain why I am who and where I am today. I've always been under the idea that life is sort of like a game of cards, play the hand your dealt and you can always make the best of it. So that is what I've been doing until I truly realized and understood that those cards aren't yours. They can come and go just like that. That is probably what I learned to most. To be thankful for what you have, to appreciate it, to take a step back every now and again to realize that and don't forget how quickly life can change. That is something I think a lot of people forget in life and don't either remember or give themseleves time to do and think about. My past week has definitely made me believe in something higher and made me spiritually reflect on my life and my gifts and see if I am going in the right direction. Maybe my injury was a wake up call, a warning or my turning point in which I should change up some things in my life or go in a different direction. I am not really sure what to think of it just yet, I still have some time to reflect on it and heal up a bit before I can truly make a decision on some things. I think it might take a bit for my head and my heart to stop spinning in different directions and come together again on this to make the right choice but I know for sure that this injury was telling me something. What it was telling me? That is what I have to figure out....

I'll be sure to post some pictures of my injury once I figure out how to get them off of my phone and on to my computer